i'm gonna be a douche bag
i'm gonna have a short temper
i'll be extremely sensitive and emotional
i'll take everything too seriously
i won't mean much of what i say
i might say things i regret
i'll need to be comforted a lot
i'll need to be listened to
i'm really nervous and scared. i have no possible way of passing this class, and i'm not just saying that. there's no way. nd i'm resigning myself more and more to that idea and it scares me. it's making me edgy and sad. i'm taking out my frustrations on people around me. i take everything people do and say so seriously lately, it has nothing to do with them, it's just my own messy mind. i guess people need to just be patient with me for a bit. it's a bad time. end of the semester always is. but this one sucks more than ever. i'm scared out of my mind. beyond any level of description, i've never really failed a class before. i don't know what happens. i'm freaking out.

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