Nothing is ever cut and dry, black and white. Things can't just go easily, i suppose. First week of school and everything's messy and complicated. I had to redo my schedule, and take a class that won't do anything for my major, just because I was advised incorrectly about this course during registration. I shouldn't always be the yo-yo that gets bounced around because of other people's mistakes!
I don't know, I guess I'm just upset today. Feels sometimes like people don't know how to talk to me properly, and hurt my feelings without thinking. I wish they'd understand me better, or think before they speak. I'm not sure why I'm writing this. I'm just pissed off with everything that's gone on. I spent my day off yesterday frustrated pissed off and sad, and I'm never sad! I never blog like this, and maybe it's the best way to get my feelings out there, because otherwise how will people know when they mess up?
Last night, 500 Days of Summer rendered me hopeless. As well written as that movie is, the message behind it is a little cynical. The point at the end is that the girl he's so in love with moved on and got married within 500 days of meeting Tom, and there was nothing he could do about it. For all his trying, he was never the most important person in her life. And at the end, he meets Autumn, and the cycle starts again, which leads me to believe that his relationship with Autumn, though new and fresh, won't have a happy ending either. It totally leaves you hopeless! Why should Tom even bother falling for the girl of his dreams if she's never going to love him the way that he wants?
CYNICAL CYNICAL CYNICAL! Not worth getting pissed off anymore I suppose
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